note #89

I'm no angel
so don't make me be.
Tied up in your golden light
heralding your better dreams.
No halos to come
crashing down.
I'm no angel
just because I was kind to you.
I'd rather smile
watching you drown.
no peace and harmony
in the horns of car crashing sound.
I'm no angel
here to save you from your bitter dreams.
You set me on a pedestal
the alter of your fanatic idolatry.
No golden harp or flaming sword
shedding angelic light down.
I'm no angel
so don't make me be.

note #88

Malibu on the radio
brings back foggy
November night drives
So innocent we lost
ourselves to the tune
and enfolding fall night.

Over ten years on
all I can remember is the song
and headlights on the road
winding like a memory along
dark paths under
a cold pale moon.
Did we have sex that night?
Was your hand holding mine?

I remember fog closing in
as my memory now courses on
down grey roads towards
different days without
knowing the song.

note #87

one single email and all the pain and anger of the evening melt away. ♥ soom!